January 2013
2 posts
Just what I’ve been longing for. Thank you mom
With time
At the end of the day the truth always comes out. After all it’s only a tap away
October 2012
1 post
September 2012
3 posts
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August 2012
2 posts
This is where I draw the line
July 2012
1 post
June 2012
23 posts
Never felt so used by my own family. I’m so ready to turn my back on you guys, give you guys the same treatment you give me
Clearly there is no one to count on
You’re greedy for that attention
Keep busy
I keep telling myself to stay busy in order to keep my mind off things
But what do you do when you run out of things to do and you should be sleeping but instead you’re awake
With all these thoughts just encompassing you
Keep busy
A.J.
As I sit here thinking i can’t help to torture myself realizing that I’ve put you through exactly what she put me through
After all the promises I silently vowed I unintentionally broke them
I’m overcome with guilt acknowledging the fact that you’re too young to even see it or for that matter understand it
But nonetheless I am so sorry
I hope I can someday be everything...
My promise to you
To be everything you need and more
I will never let you down
It’ll always be you and I
Fuck everyone and their fakeness
I’m tired of the half ass friendships
Cutting it all out
“It could all be so simple but you rather make it hard”
Decisions
Feel like I’m being pulled in every direction, not knowing exactly which way to head
Have so much to accomplish - my own expectations
And yet I feel like everyone has a set of expectations for me, a set of standards I need to meet
I don’t know how to fulfill all of this and make everyone happy when I’m not able to even accomplish that for myself at this point
I guess who...
The phrase quit while you’re ahead has never made more sense than now
Success
Extremely successful day
Focus
Cutting the crap. Time to get back in focus.
“Embrace it and it endures. Forsake it and it dies. It comes and goes without...”
– Confucius
One of those nights
Where all I want to do is workout to forget
The disappointment
As hard as I try I will never be able to give you what you deserve and I will forever be sorry for that
I chose wrong and I brought you into this world without everything in place for you
I hope one day you will be able to forgive me and you will see how hard I’ve tried to be someone you can be proud of
I’m sorry he can’t see what I see in you
A sad realization
I hate that all the signs are always right in front of me I just choose to ignore them
I guess it’s about time to grab the bull by the horns and stop making excusing for something I don’t want to admit is wrong
As hard as it may be
May 2012
47 posts
Only me, I’m about to FAIL in life :/
Back to the drawing board
Never thought I would take the news so well
I guess it’s a part of growing up
You live and you learn
You win some you lose some
You just have to keep on moving forward
Make the best of life and try and see the good in things
Everything I already knew
A reminder that things happen for a reason
Usually you look at the bad in a situation not realizing that you can find the good in things, or maybe at the moment you don’t want to see the good but…
In the end you are winning
It just takes time to see it
Well, I see it
elaizagene:
…and all the boys that play me eat your motherfuckin’ heart out.
It's okay
It’s okay that you didn’t turn out to be who I thought
It’s okay that you hurt me
It’s okay that I didn’t get back what I put in
It’s okay that I tried
It’s okay that I was disappointed
It’s okay that you lost a good thing
It’s okay that I use this as a learning experience
It’s okay that I’m finally at a point where I can...
“Even after the entire world has taken me apart, there’s still a part of me left...”
– I Wrote This For You: The Remaining Me (via kari-shma)
